Cheryl's Blog ♥

Didn't thought that I would make it to secondary 5, but miraculously i did it hehe. Saddest thing of all is that I'd to sacrifice my 18th birthday to focus on my O's, but I hope my hard work and efforts would eventually pay off. Through 2013, I'd realize that I'm quite bad at handling stress. It's terrible and horrendous I swear. Never would I want to experience this all over again. Depression and isolation strikes me, nightmares haunt me every day and night and I'm always overwhelmed by depressed thought. It's going to come to an end after 11 November peepooos! I'm so glad i made it through. On the other hand, I've lost a lot of things while working my way to my future. Truth is, I'd lost 2 good friends. Or maybe, it's plainly just we are different from each other. No matter what, I still have to move on because I know there'll be more people that's waiting for me to meet. Be it good ones or the bad ones, I've to learn to accept and face it. I've met a lot new people on the way too. During these few laps, I've been working hard and striving my best with Vanessa. Happen to become good with her end of the year haha. Oh well. To summarize everything, it was a bad 2013 year for me. But I always believe everything bad happens for a reason, and there's always a rainbow after a huge storm. Lastly not forgetting, thanks for the support from all of my friends and Jwss teachers. Glad that I did not made the wrong choice by returning to secondary 5. Oh yeah, and the silly boy who is probably still waiting for me now.

Dear blog,

I woke up with a bad headache today, and still dragged myself to school. I sat down the place where we usually sits, waiting for Sheila. My tears run down my cheeks, yes, im missing you. School today was terrible, i had 3 test unknowingly. Slept through all the tests, was suppose to go Jurong Point with afew girls, end up got dua -.- . Okay fine. Went back school alone and motivated myself to do my F&N coursework, it was annoying & obviously bored. For the sake of myself, forcefully i finished my recipes. With the support of Sihui & Kokheng. Laughs, yes this two joker. Life had gotten bland since the day i met you, & i changed. Walked to Jurong point with this two fellows & headed back home. Here i am viewing my old blog & now blogging my thoughts away. It seems lame, but i want memories, (: . Sihui & kokheng planned to bake cakes at my house, looking forward. Life have been a bitch lately, but it's alright. I'll fuck with you , ^^ .

Hey Baby. Yes, im missing you. Am i running through your mind now? Well, you are running in mine. Life is hard without you, I miss every single thing. But it seems like you were no longer the same boy who caught my heart. No matter how long time passes, you still stain in my mind. I'm glad you had moved on and could laugh happily without me. Thanks for showering me with love for these 1 year 2 months. You were the best. Bye.